| A love so true, a love that has not lost its meaning | | | | every dripping ends drying up. And as it dries up, it |
| even through the years seems to suddenly fade. A | | | | becomes a part of you that can't be erased. This is |
| love she thought would end up in the altar. A love | | | | the hardest way to learn lessons about life and love. |
| turned sour after making her fall so deeply. After all | | | | You have to let the pain sink in first, before having the |
| these years, after all what she has given up, suddenly | | | | golden price. She is trying to cope up and I know how |
| she found herself all alone - yearning for the love that | | | | painful it is to her. Heart breaking experiences are |
| is now slowly drifting away. The pain is still fresh, and | | | | intended to be dealt alone. Some may console her, but |
| she's still wandering on the stage of denial. She was | | | | the pain still remains inside. This is the sad part of |
| aware that moving on takes time. The great deal is, | | | | parting ways; there are two hurting individuals that are |
| how painful taking the steps toward acceptance. | | | | suffering from loneliness. She could not stand to be |
| She started playing paintball hoping that all the pain | | | | alone but in the paintball field she could. Now, playing |
| would go away. A very fun activity, it was, but still the | | | | paintball becomes her therapy. Healing is a process. |
| pain still lingers and she feels it. For a while she would | | | | She has to take the staircase one at a time, there's no |
| squeal and shout as the paintball capsule hit her but | | | | shortcut to healing. She is on her way to picking up the |
| suddenly she would come to her senses and realize | | | | pieces of herself. She is taking her time. She would |
| she is in her own. She would reminisce her days with | | | | have to spend a lot of time healing herself. There are |
| him and suddenly realizes it's all gone. The fondest | | | | different areas of her personality that requires time to |
| times she shared with him. This is the torture upon | | | | heal. And soon she will able to find the last piece of |
| ending a relationship, memories. Moving on is just like | | | | herself and would be able to stand up again. The |
| wishing to have a dreamless sleep. When everything | | | | moment she attained the stage of redeeming her |
| seems to be fine, recalling can ruin it all. Imagining the | | | | whole self, there's a total transformation. There may |
| pain dripping like the paint, it would hurt as it hits you but | | | | be changes in her manners and thoughts about life. |
| as it drips, it dries out. Like the paintball which is | | | | However, a stronger person ready to fall in love again |
| deliberately shoot by the opponent to win the flag. | | | | is on her way. No one can stop her, because she's |
| Recovery is on its way, because she realizes that | | | | standing on her best. |